For once in my life, I actually want to give my full efforts on something. I want to try the hardest I can. Cause to be honest, I don’t think I have ever tried my BEST yet. But I actually really want to feel, to its full potential, that sense of accomplishment and success. I may fail, but it happens for a good reason. God’s reason.
I haven’t been expecting a lot out of people anymore. Probably because I realized, the hard way, that each of us is different. We’re all unique. We don’t deal with things the same way and I accept that fact now.
You can’t expect someone to be your definition of perfect all the time. You may or may not come across that perfect person in your lifetime. But, keep your mind open to the different people you share your life with. Learn to see things in a new perspective and soon you’ll see how perfect they are for you.. in their own way.
Although society glamorises falling in love, there are plenty of people who are terrified of love. They may fear being lost, suffocated or controlled; or experience may have taught them to equate love with pain (so they tend to recoil for fear of being hurt…
Honestly, I can set my feelings aside if it bothers anyone or if it gets in the way of anything. Feelings fade away anyway.
Lol my posts are shit.
I’m done.
With everything.
Let it go.
Move on.
I don’t deserve to feel this way anymore.
It feels like shit and I just want to be happy.
This is the biggest push anyone could possibly give me.
Thank you.
I ain’t even mad no more. :)
DONE BEACHES.
I know, I’m fucken weird and most especially, confusing. My brain probably isn’t wired the same way as “normal” people. But, well fuck, I can’t change that right away. I’m still learning. Honestly, why do I have to try so hard and fix myself just because people can’t handle me anymore. They say they’re sick of me and my shit. Can’t they just accept that this is who I am in this fragment of time. But as life goes on, trust me, I become a better person. And they should stay in my life and witness that. I get better than this. Because as I learn from my mistakes, it shapes who I become. And I believe that I will be the person you would love to be with.
Jonathan Safran Foer (via anditslove)
Honestly, fuck what others think. Who fucking cares about those judgmental hoes. It’s my life, bitches. I do what I want. That’s how life is, you just gotta live in the moment cause life is short.
